One of my favorite "new" songs is “My Savior, My God.” We have used it several times in worship now and I truly am touched by the words of the song. As I prepare the orders of worship for each service, many times I try to find out the background of the songs. I have several sources that I read and research.
As I was looking up the background of this song, I made an interesting discovery. “My Savior, My God,” copyrighted in 2005, was created in its present form by Aaron Shust. However, the text of the verses were written in 1873, by an English poet named Dora Greenwell. The original title of the hymn was “I Am Not Skilled to Understand.” Dora Greenwell lived a quiet life and is considered one of the significant poets of the Victorian era. Dora Greenwell had many things in her life that she probably had difficulty understanding. Her father died when she was young and the family lost its estate. She struggled with poor health and lived alone most of her life. She worked with handicapped and mentally ill children in a time when no one cared for these children.
[1] It is obvious from her writings that she had an incredible passion for her Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Aaron was so moved by the text that he wrote a new melody for it and later added the chorus putting the song in the form that we now sing. Aaron says this about the text: “I thought it was a very strange title for a hymn, so I read through it and it just blew me away. It really focused on [the fact that] I don’t have to understand the mysteries of theology. I don’t have to understand God’s perfect plan. I don’t have to understand why Uncle So-and-so got cancer and died last year. I want to, but I don’t have to if I truly trust that God is in control.”
[2] I am not skilled to understand
What God hath willed, what God hath planned;
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior.
I take Him at His word and deed:
“Christ died to save me,” this I read;
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my Savior.
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die,
You count it strange? So once did I
Before I knew my Savior.
And O that He fulfilled may see
The travail of His soul in me,
And with His work contented be,
As I with my dear Savior!
Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring,
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior!
(Dora Greenwell 1821-1882)
[1] Brown, Robert K., The One Year Great Songs of Faith (Wheaton, ILL: Tyndale House, 1995), 296.
[2] Barker, Ken, More Songs for Praise and Worship Volume 4, Worship Planner Edition(Word Music, 2007), 279.